My Thoughts

I've been pondering, wondering, asking and praying. Lord! I hate to feel the way i am feeling now. Feeling of despair, feeling of stress, feeling of uncertainty, feeling of not able to cope.

It's just like walking alone in the dark, under the clear moonlight. Just asking God questions as i walk. Although it may seems to be a lone journey at times, i know that i am not alone and God is guiding me and guarding me. But i can't help but simply ask the Lord: Hey, so when's my turn? Please don't forget about me. Sometimes, there's just so much to bear.

I know very well that i need to wait upon God's timing and not my own timing. But just being the human me, it just feels tough at times. If only he could reveal to me on what went wrong so that i can work upon it. Just hang on k! Can't belive it. Am encouraging myself here.

Help Me, God -by Kathy Troccoli

Help me, God I'm scared,
And I'm unprepared to face the night alone.
Heal me, hear my prayer,
My soul it aches and I've nowhere to go.
Help me, God.

In this dark hour I know only the power that made the stars
Can mend my heart
Oh, I've tried on my own but I'm not that strong,
You're all I've got, all I've got
Help me, God

Sometimes, people leave
And I can grieve cause life's not always fair
Help me, to hold on
Though I can't see you, I believe You're there
I KNOW You're there

In this dark hour I know only the power that made the stars
Can mend my heart
Oh, I've tried on my own but I'm not that strong,
You're all I've got, all I've got
Help me, God

I've tried on my own, but I'm not that strong,
You're all I've got, all I've got
Help me, God.