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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Not Feeling The Best

Don't know what to anticipate. Restructing with effect 2 May. My current superior's portfolio has been narrowed down to specialise in just my department which she has very little experience in. In a way, she is green at it and the whole team is more experienced than her.

It makes me really frustrated. Not that i don't think she will do a good job. I think she will do well. Just that it's a pity that she will be relinguishing her roles and duties in what she was good at. Previously, my department was one of the 3 departments which she was taking care of which means that i had more freedom to make my own decisions.

Have been feeling alot of pressure lately and now that it's confirmed that she's heading the whole department, i felt that it''s like a 'stamp on the passport'. Felt more restricted.

Urgggg ............................ !

It has been strange too. Dreamt that somebody close to me was really down, stressed up & not able to take the immense pressure of work. The person came to look for me for comfort. I wonder if this friend is really facing this right now. I think i'll better text mail this friend to check if he is ok tommorrow.